I Just Deleted Everything

Kyra.
I am an idiot. I just deleted my entire freaking blog post.

SO I will try and re-write it.

I’ve been having a painful panic attack for the past two hours. Painful as in my heart is really hurting. And beating fast. And I can’t sleep.
I think it’s because I have a lot on my mind. And maybe because I’m depressed. {Who do I sound like? I’ll give you a hint. . .They’re on this blog. haha jp}

The winter always makes me depressed. Plus it’s been an awful month.
I’m getting laid off soon.
My best friend of six years has turned into a huge bitch. Sorry but that’s all there is to say.
Mom has yet to read my novel…Actually, not even Cait or Elise will read my novel. Which means it must suck because when I tried reading it to Eric he passed out. Maybe I should stop being a wannabe writer. It seems like the smart thing to do. Ha ha ha.
I sound so emo.

I hate the holidays. I never know what to get anyone but myself. {A new shiny iphone!}

Gosh. The blog looks so strange. I hope that I am writing on the right blog. It looks weird.

These dating websites has the worst previews on TV ever. Goodesss.

Anyway. I don’t know what to say about writing. It’s hard. I started writing a shiny new story and I don’t have a clue how to write it. At all.

When the holidays are over and my store closes I’m going to hunt down a writers group. Unless I give up by then.

I think I am going to stop. Before I delete this by accident again. Maybe I can go breathe outside and my heart will stop hurting. What the crap! hahahah

Have a great weekend!