Today I went to yoga.
I went early at 5:30 and my friend convinced me to try to do acro-yoga which means I tried to do a handstand on someone else’s hands.
I was terrified.
I’ve decided to do terrifying things as much as possible.
Lots of things terrify me.
Doing handstands on people’s hands. Doing handstands on the floor. Telling people I can’t do something when they ask. Letting my house be a complete mess so that I can write. Having people pop in when my house is a complete mess so I can write. Writing in a way I haven’t before whether it be a different POV, a different setting, a different rhythm, a different genre. Sledding. Eating mushrooms. Thinking about death in a real way. Admitting I’m scared/lonely/overwhelmed/angry/anxious. Talking to someone who intimidates me. Talking to someone who I don’t know. Saying yes to something hard. Trying to do the splits. And on and on and on.
What terrifies you?
What terrifying thing will you do today?
I did try to do the handstand and I fell over and over and over again. Then my friend said, why don’t you try it this other way, and try not to think about it too much.
and then I did.
2 responses to “Tuesday”
You, Wonder Woman, are AMAZING with what you do, with what you write, with what you love . . . and the way you encourage all of us to do the same ! ! !
you are one of the bravest people i know. you’re always doing and trying things that terrify me.